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睡前的泪水总是含着想念. 真正的失败,是当我选择了放弃. 总有一天,我会习惯没有你的世界. 当你选择背着我的方向前进,我以别无选择. 我的人生不允许任何的遗憾,只能接受后悔的事实. 被你拥抱的温度还在,一边想着你,一边为了你泪流. |
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Darling, i need you to know, Imperfection DO exist.
这是我的故事. 如果你坚持着你的版本,我没力气和你争执. 只有爱与光明能够拯救缺乏爱的小孩. 对我来说,黄昏是漂亮, 但它意味着一段感情的终点. Smile Because you don't have to explain why you're feeling sad. |
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♫ Is my life. 我是任性是固执的. 天黑了以后,我学会一个人过. 孤独的时候,我学会一个人到处去走走. 没有你,我依然能过得好好的. 当我孤独,伤心的时候,第一个想到的总会是你. Cravings
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date : Friday, July 31, 2009 time : 9:38 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
recently got a lil interested in maplestory again. the orginal/real maplestory keep dc me, until i so pissed. LMAO. turning to private MS again. was finding and finding. suddenly thought of my previous private MS. wanted to confirm if the server was really down. went to search on google. really couldnt find anymore... suddenly rmb of star and sun. and and.. erm. my maple bf.. whats his name uh!? erm. i think is max bah. forget alr eh O__O" hahas. LMAO.
saddd. i can't find any. LMAO. all private servers dun seem to have their own website. HAHAHAs. idk what to post. i will die presenting oral presentation. ms parvathi is so scarrryyy. xPPPP our class debates team like... roarrrr.. sad lah. OMG, monday eng CT liao T_T tchhhh. off to auntylucyfc :}
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date : Thursday, July 30, 2009 time : 7:38 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
gahhh, i had so much things to post about just now. but i was watching video and totally forgot about it T^T nvm... been researching on by2 quite often recently. Baidu.com's a lil weird. cant find any mp3 or lyrics when you type any english word. and that is freaking sad. so i was searching the web for by2 勇敢 's lyrics...
TADA!! over here :}
yep :} thats the lyrics :} then the word "JJ" caught my attention. yeah, i have good eyes. *rolls eyes* i actually found the word "JJ" out of so many small small black black words. hahahas. here's the web : then was reading and reading... and realise they're actually having so much stress. the kind of stress that their age shouldn't get. but... yeah... they have a... "job" and its their dream. so its sort of worth it, yeah? gahhh, i realise i've posted so many post today :} nvm, i feel like it. hahahas. since i'm FINALLY not watching my ming zhong. hahahas. cause... the back part abit boring. and there's so many hong kong dramas, iono which one to choose. and iono which one i've watched before, which one i've not. there're too many series, i cant figure all of them out. i'm not a genius u see... okayyy. i should end here. reaching 8 soon... gonna watch paris and milan already :} go do quiz then can go watch tv lerh :} 3E1'09 debates team needs to debate about Singapore is Gracious. This time round, we're the proposition. i know, its super tough. sort of a sure lose. I know some people are reading this. got my url from twitter right! [celeste, you're on of them xDDDDD] LMAO. anyway, please please help my class... we have strong speakers ! just that we lack the idea. we cant think of anything else. any suggestions.. please please please tell me... can go my twitter... or msn me :} please please :} help us... the next round of debates is just round the corners... :} i'd gladly appreciate :} Labels: BLOG 文章 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : time : 6:54 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
http://my-sweet-haven.blogspot.com/
my newest visited website :} was randomly browsing through google. and i saw this. stunned by them. not exactly that i've never seen them before. but i just love them. some, not all : D hahas. just that the prices are so freaking cheap. some designs i didnt see before :} other blogshops are selling for a much higher price... but this... most of the stocks... the prices are kept below 20 bucks. which is like. wowwwww... i want siahhh. T^T nvm, next time, next time. working on it, i think... : D >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
[MV] BoA - Eat You Up (FULL - Version A)
date : time : 5:18 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl i was wondering if this was plainly instrumental. until... one minute plus... finally... there's words. LMAO. heh... i was wondering maybe i'd have died if i ever fell in love with this song. this is just... so not my style. especially... with the accent. seriously, no offence to all BoA's fans. i apologize if it really did offended you. but my question is, how did u even know my blog url ?! O__O" anw, skip that grandma story. i don't find much similar things between that two videos. just that maybe by2 could change back to their old hairstyle. they look so much better X3 anw, i'm still addicted to DNA mv :} note, its MUSIC VIDEO. not the MUSIC. LMAO! BY2 fans will kill me. maybe my dearest Wayne lim Would too. LMAO. anyway, maybe i'll listen to this song... i mean DNA. the song, not only the video... when i get out of this "emo" period of my life :} someone stopped me from doing something ytd. i was glad, yet sad. weird, eh? its not so much on the attention grabbing point. but the... letting my stress off thingy. i know its silly. but, iono. depends on my mood :} i'm treating this like i'm typing a post. i mean, i really am, but... uhhh.. gahhh. nevermind :} wait till i get the time to upload more photos :} BYE! FOR NOW. i'm going back to blogger later. :} >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
by2 - DNA MV
date : time : 5:09 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl Recently got abit addicted to this MV. its the MV instead of the music. LMAO. anw, many were saying this video copy BoA's Eat You Up? gonna check it out later :} >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : time : 4:41 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
突然发觉身边的人好陌生.
其实自己也不清楚自己的感觉. 选择了在还没深深爱上你的那一刻, 放弃. 想要完全与你断绝来往. 我知道我们不可能. 但你的反映竟然超越了我的想象. 我真的真的, 不知道, 你到底想要怎样. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009 time : 8:34 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl ![]() A relationship in which neither friend is able to forgive the other does not have a very long shelf life. It is inevitable that there will be misunderstandings in a relationship. We cannot see inside each other's minds to be able to know that they never intended any harm. Everyone has buttons that can pushed that the other friend may unknowingly push. However, when a sincere apology comes your way, you need to be able to forgive the other person. This involves trusting that the other person truly didn't mean any harm and wants to heals the rift between the two of you. Will everything be different, if i apologize? Would you even... care? Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情, Friends 朋友 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Friday, July 24, 2009 time : 10:38 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
For the first time, wayne failed to cheer me up.
All of a sudden. i felt the distance between us. i felt like as if the one i'm facing right now is the real you. the real you that me do not understand at all. 突然发现眼前的你好陌生. 从没见过现在的你. 世界突然变了. 与你相处的日子, 早以变成了回忆. 有种想在雨中慢步的感觉. 我等, 我想, 我期待. 但未来不会因此认我掌控. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑學印度人講英文
date : Thursday, July 23, 2009 time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl hHAHAH. i miss this video so much, HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. LOL!!!!!! funny siah! the take 2... sing half way... then.. HAHAHHA! NVM.... LOL. DAMN FUNNY CAN! HAHAHAHS! >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑差點哭出來!很感動~
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl awwwwww... the love letter he wrote is sooo niceeee. DDDDDD; did wayne write wo hai xiang ta for him? O.o" >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑,黃靖倫當眾打人?
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl HAHAHAHHHAH! SOO FUNNNYYYY! AI HU XIAO DONG WU SHI HEN ZHONG YAO DE! AHHAHAHAHAHA! OMG!!!! AHAHHAHA! >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑當眾脫帽子~髮型亂了?
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl HAHAHHAHAHA! XU CHUN MEI! HHAHAHAHAHAh LOL! i want that hat lehhhh... at least can wear awhile... better than nothing. HAHAHAs. >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑被迫著推銷大陸節目(還一直ng)
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl my goodness... heartpain lehhhhh... get forced.... sooo saddd DDDDDDDDD: i'm sad, damn damn damn sad can... his throat sounds like... so having throat infection like that lehhh DDDDDD: >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑2007 飆高音
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl OMG, i'm so jealous T__T he should sing it to me. HAHAHHAs. xDDDD >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
林俊傑fans被罵片段
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl i'm pissed at this too... superrrrr pissed. T______T >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
小鬼「林俊傑小姐」
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl HAHAHA! OMG! I LAUGH LIKE SIAO! HAHHA! LOL CAN! >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
[HQ] Girls' Generation (SNSD) - Gee (English Sub)
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl so long didn't watch this.. but the funny thing is... under "related videos" , got JJ's qi dai ni de ai KTV. LOL. can. totally not related lahh. hahas. >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
{HQ} Wonder Girls - Nobody [MV]
date : time : 12:08 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl randomly came across this video... the starting of this video.. sounds like the song Wayne sang in the concert... LOL. but, why would it appear here? tot it was a cantonese song? >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Wednesday, July 22, 2009 time : 3:40 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl i never knew it would hurt so much.i never knew it would all happen together. i never knew, even until now, i still care about you. i never knew, i hadn't got over it. i never knew, i'd tear about it. i never knew, i still feel the pain, when someone tries to recall my memories. If i say it was all a misunderstanding. if i say it just happened to clash together. if i say it wasn't intentional. 但如果你喜欢现在的生活, 我宁愿不去扰乱它. 我不介意一个人伤心, 至少, 你是快乐的. 你的一句话,一次的眼神, 否定了我着几年来的付出. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Monday, July 20, 2009 time : 9:26 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl ![]() ![]() It hurt, it really did. i was wondering.. which home was he referring to? i really wonder... idk how to post. i actually forgot how to post on my normal life... maybe it just doesn't suit me.. i can't think today. i have yet to settle my new blogskin too. howw... Eng NSW tmr. and its fcuking bothering me. it's not the time consuming thing i'm concerned about... but the... "confirm fail" attitude of mine. as of what ms parvathhi has said, it is so freaking obvious that the mid year papers were marked so leniently. that doesn't explain how ppl can get lesser than 20 for their compo... you see... i'm neither good in vocab nor grammer. so what do you think about my compo?! its so obviously primary school standard... Chinese is a better choice kayy. but due to all the delays and all the excuses i've came up, i didn't manage to tell ms parvathi about it... yeah, i'm dead, i know. NSW standard is like. way beyond my expectation... of all the times i've tried, i dun remember getting any merit or distinction. so... now you're telling to try on one of my weakest subject... english. isn't that as good as killing me? All i'll get back is a COP. dun understand? Certificate Of Participation... get it? nvm, forget about it. it can't be undone right? only if i can back out all of a sudden tmr. i think she'll kill me can... nvm... talk about other things... idk, i felt so bad recently. friends are beginning to drift further and further away. and it's so depressing to talk about this kind of stuffs. 睡前的泪水,总是含着想念. 如果我支撑不住了,该怎么办? 如果我在死神的摧残下底头了,我该怎么办? 这一切的一切,能够重来吗? 如果我生命中的后悔已经变成了遗憾,我该怎么办? 要是我永远走不出五年前的阴影,该怎么办? 我找不到对的人谈心事,怎么办? 每件事只能藏在心里,好痛苦... The Blades are starting to work... What should i do... Here is the analysis: You are incredibly sentimental and live your life for love. This can get you into financial trouble at times, as you don't always fall for the right kind of partner.This is so fcuking right, except for the financial part. LOL. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情, Friends 朋友 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Sunday, July 19, 2009 time : 12:03 AM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.Your views on education Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.How do you view success: Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.Got this quiz url from evelyn dear's blog. this quiz is so damn weird. Some so true. some totally opposite. LOL. i super disagree with all this... The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. You are full of energy and confidence. Another quiz... Here is the analysis: Self-centeredYou are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.There is a reason behind every action done... tchhh. Another one... You value your friendships: 70% You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.Wow, that is so true. another one... Here is the analysis: You are cheerful but watch out for gossips. Friends think that you stick your nose into most matters. But because of your cheerfulness, you are often forgiven. Try to be far away as possible from gossips.really meh? O.o another one... Here is the analysis:
... well, maybe i dun realise... another one... The decisions you have made indicates your criteria in choosing your soulmate. More important matters come first on the list below:
eh, wah lao, where got lah. effing quiz ehhh. love is first can... another one... Here is the analysis:
not really true leh. another one... Here is the analysis: You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you. huhhh, wth? this quiz weird or something? i never knew i had such personality... maybe my friends do. hahas. another one... Here is the analysis:
some true only~~~ >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Saturday, July 18, 2009 time : 11:43 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
I'm lying if i say Life is good recently.
Life is SOOO good. i'm getting alil' emotional here and there recently. i'm getting alil' crazy over some things. and this crazy really mean when you feel very 崩溃. its just like... 崩溃 to the max when you would want to laugh and scream anytime, anywhere. and i'm getting alil' symptoms of that already. tcchhh. i'm not joking. I tear over the little-st thing that triggers that painful memory. u don't really call it a memory actually. cause it's still happening. And i just can't get away from it. I hate it, but i just couldn't, idk why. 我好想离开你,我却办不到. 我帮助了你,却把自己搞得伤痕累累. 我一次又一次地帮助你. 你一次又一次地伤害我. 你总喜欢拿我来试验一下. 你不想让他被你伤害. 但你是否知道. 为了你 "我不能伤害她" 的原则, 你伤害了我多少? 你到底了不了解. 疤痕是永远都磨去不了的. 而那也是你给我流下的纪念品. 你知不知道, 每当我收到你的简讯, 我不在感到快乐, 而是害怕. 害怕只要一开起简讯, 里头的刀就会狠狠地刺进心里. 你着个爱情白痴, 是不会了解的. 你说你做了功课, 最后还不是需要我帮忙? 我自己也不知道为什么, 我就是无法停止帮助你... 明知道, 帮你越多, 伤就越多. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Monday, July 13, 2009 time : 7:50 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
睡前的泪水,是含着想念的.
后来我发现. 你站了我心中的一大部分. 为什么要对我那么残忍? 我到底做错了什么? 我不否认人生总有起起落落. 但最近,好像每一天都在发生. 为什么全部要发生在一起. 还没逃过暴风雨. 又来个暴风雪. Love, Friends, Family. 压力压得我喘不过气来. 我该怎么办? 常希望. 自己从未出现在这个世上. Wayne, 我把你每一句话看得好重. 把你的每一句话挂在心里. 因为你的那句话,我放弃了好多东西. 因为你的关系. 我到现在也还没学坏. 但为什么人们总是看不到迷恋偶像,好的那一方面? 没有人能够比我还清楚. 你到底改变我多少. 但是在几千,几万的人海里. 我猜我永远不能确定. 你到底记得我吗. 对你说过的话,你是不可能永远记得的. 我很清楚,我们之间的距离. 连你都会残忍隔绝 我的心能要谁了解 眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭 为何把我推向边缘 被砸坏了的一切 卡住了我让我无法往前 I realise, i'm beginning to hate going home. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Friday, July 10, 2009 time : 11:38 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
So many things to post.
But i don't know where to start. there's so many path to go. but i don't know which to choose. i miss waynney. 真的真的好想. Labels: BLOG 文章 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Thursday, July 9, 2009 time : 9:53 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 【林俊杰欲解约OB,海蝶坚持按合约办事】This news is so damn freaking shocking. Labels: BLOG 文章 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<
date : Saturday, July 4, 2009 time : 11:37 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl
It's Been Awhile Since i last touched the comp. so i decided to give a whole new look to this blog, since i'm sicked of it already. i have tons of things to blog about. but i guess this isn't the right time yet. Patience... is the key... to... erm, iono what O.o LOL. i don't have the time now.. so, yeahhh. i need to go watch my show. then i go sleeepppp :} i miss waynney. i miss his presence, that keeps my tears away.
我不想让你受伤,却把自己搞得伤痕累累. I Finally had the courage to face the reality. i used up all my might to forget you. 你却又突然介入我世界里. 在一次伤害我. 我不像你想象中那么坚强. 我有感情,我也会累的啊. 我不喜欢被伤害. 你是真不懂还是在装傻? 对着一个被你伤害过的人. 你为什么还可以那么地理直气壮? 你又有什么资格来批评我? Labels: BLOG 文章 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << |
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