사랑해요 ; Tears are the words my heart uses to explain. When even my fake smile can't cover up my pain.

info url: http://yoururl.bs.com title: The Shadow Of Death This skin was optimized for firefox& Google Chrome and is ~~yet to be tested~~ rather screwed on internet explorer but still operational. The layout was coded by Joanna Morales.	睡前的泪水总是含着想念. 真正的失败,是当我选择了放弃. 总有一天,我会习惯没有你的世界. 当你选择背着我的方向前进,我以别无选择. 我的人生不允许任何的遗憾,只能接受后悔的事实. 被你拥抱的温度还在,一边想着你,一边为了你泪流.
	Darling, i need you to know, Imperfection DO exist. 这是我的故事. 如果你坚持着你的版本,我没力气和你争执. 只有爱与光明能够拯救缺乏爱的小孩. 对我来说,黄昏是漂亮, 但它意味着一段感情的终点. Smile Because you don't have to explain why you're feeling sad.	Profile The Name Is Denise ❤ ♫ Is my life. 我是任性是固执的. 天黑了以后,我学会一个人过. 孤独的时候,我学会一个人到处去走走. 没有你,我依然能过得好好的. 当我孤独,伤心的时候,第一个想到的总会是你. Cravings ღ SMUDGE 'Warrior' & 'David' Tee ღ SMUDGE Wave 2 tees ღ Greedy Genius Shoes ღ RED / Black & Gold Skull Candy ღ Black & Red Checkered Tee ღ More Hoodies ღ Colour/Transparent Contact Lens ღ Treble Clef Necklace	date : Monday, April 27, 2009 time : 8:14 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 我宁愿不要继续下去. 我不清楚自己的想法. 不知道我准备好了吗. 我不想在伤一次,你懂吗? 我宁愿放弃这段感情,也不愿意放弃这段友情. 我不介意只当你的朋友. 友情总比爱情来的久. 我... 讨厌想念的感觉. 讨厌挣扎的感觉. 讨厌孤独的感觉. 讨厌期待的感觉. 讨厌讨厌讨厌. 前方就是暴风雨了. 但你却选择继续前进. 是该说我幸福,还是该说我不幸福? 我们该回到最原始的感觉. 但是... 超过了友情,就很难在回到最初的感觉了. 你不是那么想的吗? Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : time : 7:43 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl Darling, i need you to know, Imperfection DO exist. 黄昏虽然漂亮, But it's an indication that its the end. Give me the wings, leave me with freedom. Don't tie me up, when you haven't decide. Don't leave me lying in mid-air. 如果这样会让我更快乐,你会放弃吗? 是你说的, 爱一个人不一定要拥有她,而是要她快乐. 有一棵树 , 树上有个叶子. 大风一吹,叶子掉落了. 是树保不住叶子, 还是风把叶子抢走了? 有一天,鱼和海有了一段对白. 鱼说 : 你不明白我. 海说 : 我明白. 鱼说 : 你不知道我在哭. 海说 : 我知道, 因为你活在我心里. 着... 谁能明白? Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : Sunday, April 26, 2009 time : 7:45 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl My file has officially increased from 3000 + pictures and videos to 5437 pictures and videos. LOLx. increase so fast... finally cleared my comp of pictures. My hamster is so cute he holds his bottle with one hand and drinks it XDDDDD other than the ve project, i haven't been productive the whole weekend. i was supposed to study and yet, i kept delaying the time. and i spent dunno how many hours on that stupid ve project. i have yet to start on my ten-year series D: how do i study SS ? and i forgot what's the exam format like. combine humans is killing me. i doubt if i'll pass my history only by reading the book... HELP~ Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : time : 3:18 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 林俊杰自创潮服　中国盗版贱卖9元 JJ林俊杰的自创品牌“SMG”在中国出现盗版！林俊杰自创潮服，中国盗版贱卖177元台币（约9新元）。林俊杰（JJ）自创潮牌“SMG”，遭到中国盗版销售，1件1700元台币（约75新元）的正牌T恤，仿冒品卖36元人民币（约9新元），小贩还当着他的面兜售，让JJ心痛到气爆了，当场差点飙脏话！ JJ自创服装潮流品牌“SMG”的新加坡服装店今年3月开幕,没想到新品才刚上市，中国即出现仿冒品，叫卖的小贩还明目张胆在网路上贩售。日前JJ人在北京工作，跟工作人员到餐厅吃饭，遇到不知情的小贩对他们兜售仿冒品，让他看了火冒三丈！盗版品为了瞒天过海，自以为是缝上“JFJ”的Logo，但马上被JJ识破，“我的明明是‘SMG’，才不是用那个咧。”他呼吁歌迷支持正版，目前“SMG”别无分店，“我会赶快谈好各国销售据点，希望大家要支持原创、打击盗版。” OMFG, freaking angry can! If JJ can't scold them, i'll definitely help him scold lah! go accumulate all the world's vulgarities and help him scold loh. give one word to one fan. DROWN THE PERSON WITH OUR SALIVA AH!! DAMN FUCKING ASS HOLE CAN. STILL CAN PROMOTE IN FRONT OF JJ LEH! WTF THEY TREAT HIM FOR?! AND HOW CAN THEY JUST ADD IN THE "JFJ" LOGO AND LET IT GO JUST LIKE THAT?! THE SHIRT IS NICE, SO WHAT? DOESN'T MEAN THEY CAN HAVE PIRATED VERSIONS RIGHT?! FROM 75 SGD BECOME 9SGD. WHAT THE FUCK CAN. JJ ALREADY SO NICE CUT 5SGD FOR US ALR EH! WTF WTF WTF! SO DAMN ANGRY LAH! 70 SGD ALR DAMN CHEAP ALREADY LOH! WITH A FAMOUS DESIGNER DESIGN ONE LEH! WTF LAH. STUPID CAN. GO BURN DOWN THEIR SHOP AH! T____T ONLY IF I REALLY CAN DO THAT. THEY JEALOUS JJ GOT EVERYTHING MEH. THEY JEALOUS JJ CAN HAVE HIS OWN SHOP. CAN HAVE SO MANY FANS AND FRIENDS AROUND. THEY JEALOUS THAT JJ CARE ABOUT US IS IT! WTF LAH. THEY DON'T KNOW JJ FANS ARE NICE PEOPLE MEH? THEY DONT KNOW JJA ND US HATE PIRACY MEH?! WTF WTF WTF! ANGRY LEH! SO WHAT IF THE SHIRT IS EXPENSIVE [TO STUDENTS] SO WHAT IF THE SHIRT IS SO NICE? IT TOTALLY DOESNT GIVE THEM THE RIGHTS TO HAVE PIRATED VERSIONS RIGHT? IF EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD HAS GOT PIRACY, WHAT WOULD THIS WORLD END UP TO BE? ITS NOT THE "YOU'RE PAYING FOR THE BRAND TO BE PRINTED ON" . ITS NOT WHAT PARENTS ALWAYS SAY! ITS NOT LIKE "YOU'RE WASTING SO MUCH ON A NORMAL TEE SHIRT" ITS NOT JUST A TEE-SHIRT! YOU'RE NOT PAYING JUST FOR THE BRAND! ITS THE KIND OF HARDWORK INVOLVED. THE TIME THEY'D PUT IN DESPITE THE HECTIC SCHEDULE. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT IT TAKES FOR "SMG" TO BE SUCCESSFUL! I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE! THEY SUCK! THEY TOTALLY SUCK! sorry for all the vulgarities. i'm really furious. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情, Wayne 俊傑 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : time : 1:54 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? ... so many scars... 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Wayne Lim Jun Jie's Poster :}}} 3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? idk... 4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? 抒情 ones and wayne's songs. 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? not sure. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? hmm... 7. WHAT/WHOM DO YOU MISS? who? 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? Wayne's autographs :}}} 9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? TALL?! 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? whats that? 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? uhhh, at times, but not that often anymore :}} 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? uhhhhh~ 13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? missing someone... 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Hair: ahhh, not too long not too short Eye: any that catches my attention like this @___@ 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO? huh? 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? ice coffee :] 17. FAVORITE PIZZA? Hawaiian 18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? anything? 19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME black white red silver gold :] 20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? i need demonsrations first XD 21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED? the moment i was brought to earth 22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? not considered. 23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? huh? 24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? hmmm, the expensive SMUDGE! :} 25. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY? WAYNE LIM JUN JIE! and mayday ah shin. 26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? uh huh/ 27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? uhhh, can love be controlled? 28. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCENT? anything thats uits :] 29. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED. 28 30. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? blondes 31. FAVORITE QUOTE? 就算在一千年以后,那终究是你的选择. 32. FAVORITE PLACE? hmmm :] 33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? nahhh 34. YOUR WEAKNESSES? uhh~ O__o 35. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? UH HUH! very often :] 36. FIRST JOB? student O.o 37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? wanted to XD 38. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOUL MATE? everyone?! majority i know doesnt. 39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? lying on my bed :O 40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY dun think so 41. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? idk? 42. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? nahhh. :}}} naturalll :}}} 43. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? hmmm~ 44. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES? haha, anything ah... 45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? my mum's colleague's child. and i just found out recently T__T 46. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? hmmm, how should i say? 47. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL? ahhh, knowing more friends? XDDDD 48. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? i have different kinds :O 49. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Nope. 50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? anythign will do~ 51. ANY BAD HABITS? how about... hitting people? 52. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON? i guess so. 53. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? depends? 54. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? sometimes? 55. DO LOOKS MATTER? 内在美比较重要. 56. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? listen to music? 57. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? elder sister~ 58. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE? To be a successful person? 59. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY AS A CHILD? going down to play everyevening, without fail. 60. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? hmmm, let me check... 61. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID? how about pokemon? 62. DO YOU USE SARCASM? lets see... 63. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Mashed Potatoes. 64. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? trust, compassion, filial. 要疼我 :] 65. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Rabbit, tuzi, SMUDGEgirl :}}}}} 66. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT BE? rewinding the time so that my life wouldn't be full of regrets... hmmm... 67. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? any will do :] 68. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES? The best way is to just Forgive and Forget. 69. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? i love majority :}}} 70. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? i have? XD 71. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM? how am i supposed to do this if i have none? 72. PLANS FOR TONIGHT? study... 73. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER? heaven 74. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? nope. 75. LAST THING YOU ATE? lor mee :] 76. LAST THING YOU DRANK? milk 77. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? hmmmm :}}}}}} 78. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? the eyes~ 79. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? listen to music? talk on the phone, revise loh. T__T 80. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? have no idea... 81. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR? winter! :}}} 82. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY? mango! :] 83. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY HAD A BEST FRIEND? maybe? 84. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Black brown~ 85. EYE COLOR? black brown. 86. SHOE SIZE? 7 half :] 87. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? subway! :] 88. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? ishi mura :] 89. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? LOVE IT! :] 90. WATCH TV TODAY? uh huh. staring, not watching XD 91. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? this year... hmmm... XD 92. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? nope~ 93. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? no idea. 94. KISSES OR HUGS? BOTH XDDD 95. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships, of course.. 96. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? uhhhh, i forgot XD 97. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE? idk... 98. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? library book. :O 99. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE uhh humm.. XP Labels: BLOG 文章, Quiz >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : Saturday, April 25, 2009 time : 12:34 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl RULES : - Tell 100 truths . - Tag 15 people after this . - They do the same back to you . 1. Last beverage → plain water 2. Last phone call → :] 3. Last text message → :] 4. Last song you listened to → 最近-李圣傑 5. Last time you cried → i forgot. SIX HAVE YOU EVER : 1. Dated someone twice → huh? 2. Been cheated on? → dun think so 3. Cheated someone else? → nope :] 4. Lost someone special? → uh huh 5. Been depressed? → uh huh 6. Been drunk and threw up ? → nah, i so guai. LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS : 1. BLACK! 2. white 3. RED! 4. gold [what a classic combination XD] HAVE YOU : 1. Made new friends → uh huh 2. Fallen out of love → uh huh 3. Laughed until you cried → yep 4. Met someone who changed you → uh, yep yep 5. Found out who your true friends were → idk 6. Found out someone was talking about you → uh huh 7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → he isn't just a friend in that case 8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → half? 9. How many kids do you want to have → idk? 10. Do you have any pets → Rabbit and hamster :] 11. Do you want to change your name → uhhh, idk, wait till i find another nice one :] 12. What did you do for your last birthday → i forgot D: 13. What time did you wake up today → 0933 :O 14. What were you doing at midnight last night → i think i doze off XD 15. Name some things you cannot wait for → go back to class XD 16. Last time you saw your father → i'm seeing him now. 17. One thing you wish you could change about your life → no more regrets? 18. What are you listening to right now → 最近-李圣杰 [i'm repeating my songs XD] 19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → tom and jerry? 20. What's getting on your nerves right now → VE project, studies and something else. 21. Most visited webpage → whatever 1. What's your name → Denise 2. Nicknames → Rabbit, SMUDGEgirl, tuzi 4. Zodiac sign/Horoscope → doggy/saggitarius 5. Male or female or transgendered → Female :] 6. Elementary → i forgot ehh :O 7. Middle School → KPS 8. High school → BVSS 9. College → haha, why not u predict for me? 10. Hair color → black brown? 11. Long or short → long :] 12. Height → T___T 13. Do you have a crush on someone? → huh... 14: What do you like about yourself? → That i am me :] 15. Piercings → ear :O 16. Tattoos → nahhh 17. Righty or lefty → RIGHTY! so funny one left one right :O FIRSTS : 22. First surgery → i frogot :O 23. First piercing → p5 24. First best friends → P1 :} 26. First sport you joined → uhhh, i forgot :O 27. First pet → Hamster. 28. First vacation → how about my house? 29. First concert → Just JJ World Tour Concert 6/24 ! :} 30. First crush → :O i forgot. lol. RIGHT NOW : 49. Eating → nahh 50. Drinking → nahh 52. I'm about to → finish this 53. Listening to → 最近-李圣杰 [still the same-its from my blog] 55. Waiting for → someone to talk to YOUR FUTURE : 58. Want kids ? → anything 59. Want to get married ? → idk 60. Careers in mind ? → :O WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? 68. Lips or eyes → can i have both please? XD 69. Hugs or kisses → hugs? 70. Shorter or taller → Taller 71. Older or Younger → slightly Older, or the same. 72. Romantic or spontaneous → i need both :} 73. Nice stomach or nice arms → anything ;} 74. Sensitive or loud → anything too :} 75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship~ 76. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant i guess. HAVE YOU EVER : 78. Kissed a stranger → nahhh 79. Drank hard liquor → dun think so 80. Lost glasses/contacts → nahhh 81. Sex on first date → no way 82. Broken someone's heart → i guess so 83. Had your own heart broken → uh huh 86. Turned someone down → uh huh 87. Cried when someone died → uh huh 88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → :O i have alot of dears XD DO YOU BELIEVE IN : 89. Yourself → nahh 90. Miracles → yep 91. Love at first sight → how do you love at first sight when love is blind? relationships need to be 培养-ed] 92. Heaven → uh huh 93. Santa Clause → nahhh 95. Kissing on the first date ? → nahhh 96. Angels → uh huh ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : 97. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? → wtf? hmmm, how should i answer this? 98. Who is it? → someone, obvious 99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time ? → i not so flirt lahhh 100. Posting this as 100 Truths ? → maybe not. Labels: BLOG 文章, Quiz >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date :* Friday, April 24, 2009 time : 5:32 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 突然有股想要见到你的冲动. 还记得你跟我说的话吗? Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : Thursday, April 23, 2009 time : 8:55 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 你孤独,我能够陪在你身边. 伤心,我在你身旁但是... 超过了友情,还不到爱情. 跟你说话,你那温柔的眼睛. 但前方就像暴风雨. 该前进还是该放弃你想要的,我无法完全给你. 我能给的,却又不是你要的. 该还是不该谁能告诉我? 你明白的,我也明白. 你想要的,我也想要. 怎样解决? 怎样继续活下去? 不忍心, 真的不忍心. 如果用另一个角度来看, 老天是想帮我决定. 老天是想考考我们. 但用另一个角度来看, 老天是想为难我们. Today. something broke my record. i hadn't been drawing circles since the start of 2009. and today, i started drawing like crap. recess, didn't felt like going down. so poor chicken, who initially wanted to eat, accompanied me, stay in class all the way. draw draw draw. my foolscap look so dirty alr. then, cause was listening song and lying on the table. then ZQ suddenly went "BOOOO!" wtf, i really xia dao T___T really too engrossed in my own world, didn't even hear his foot step lah. @!#$%&. anw, chem remedial was like crap [other than the talking and joking part]. they confuse me even more. but chicken say she tutor me :} anw, chem remedial helped me to confirm something lurhs. thats one good thing tho. ... rewind first... before that... got break~ then went over to find venus... then i sit on duck's table then ji sit on floor. then we keep throwing the chess XD. then suddenly... HAHAHAH, okay i so bad. ZQ walk in... then he walking our direction mah. then i not facing his side what. so he walk walk walk, i also dont know. then venus suddenly shouted "YAO MO!" HAHHAH. at first, i was like totally question mark... then turn around, saw ZQ. then i laugh like crap. AHAHHAHA. lol. lah. at first... he like walk like normal then smile smile like that. then suddenly. he heard venus call him YAO MO. then he stop... then... he standing beside, then look at venus. that look is like... dunno want laugh or sad lah. LOL. can. then he give me the look "WHY? haiz, nvm lah" LOL can. then i just keep... ahhh, same expression i think... LOL can. hen chem remedial. he ask me why venus call him YAO MO. then i was like... "IDK?" he sounded so sad lurh. lol. then he pause awhile... and he was like "AHHHH!" lol. he sound like as if he gonna say venus like him or something... so i went "放心,Venus dun like you " then he was like "NOOO!" i was like, lol. then he like pause awhile again. and give me that "WTH" look. lol. damn slow lah he. then he damn thick skinned say cause venus scared he steal me away from her. T___T iwas like O___o" what?! angel and xin man's rabbit are cute lurh! ahhhh, freaking reminds me of physics. fruck that can. Rabbits Mate In Very Unusual eXpensive Gardens. T___T freak... spoil my name D : so damn fan these few days. wasn't able to settle what i was supposed to settle, kill me please, anyone? Freaking addicted to 最近. 最近发现, 我不在像以前那么在意友情. 不在那么想2E1 不在那么想她. 谁能告诉我,为什么? 让我烦恼的,不在是他们了. 我变了该成长了. 不要当笨的自己了. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情, SCHOOL 学校 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date :* Tuesday, April 21, 2009 time : 9:09 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 也许我明白了,但我不敢确定. 今天你说的那句话,其实我听到了. 还听得一清二楚. 只是我选择了逃避. 但搞不清楚你到底是在开玩笑, 还是认真的. 你问我_____,我会有什么反映. 太快了,我真的没有时间反映,没有时间想. 只好跟你说声"WOW" 今天,你问我好多东西. 但每一次,我都撤开话题. 你可以说我在逃避,因为我真的是. 我应该了解但迟迟不敢确定. 连SMS你的勇气也没有. 我不想在随便地投入. 为什么,这一次,我那么地矛盾? 对不起,请原谅我的自私. 我还不确定自己的心意. 但为什么你要在考试之前,跟我说那么多? 我不笨,我懂你的意思. 我只是在装傻吧了. 这一次,好不一样. 真的,很不一样. 我真的不敢相信,从你口中说出的那句话. Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : Saturday, April 18, 2009 time : 8:23 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl 表达爱 MV was realeased ytd :}}}}}}}}} my old msn kena hacked T____T Labels: BLOG 文章, Wayne 俊傑 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : time : 8:07 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl Kor, 你在哪里? Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE << date : Tuesday, April 14, 2009 time : 9:25 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl Babe, 突然不习惯没有你的日子 Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<	Archives By month: April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 Recently By post : Thanks for not talking to me so often anymore.Than... BY2的魔幻表演 by2+2high Life In School We Should Stop Here, Right Here... Everyone's asking..Why Your DP so emo.How they exp... 林俊傑PK柯有綸(2人拍親密大頭貼) 林俊傑在後台脫褲子(絕對看到內褲) 为何今晚偶像剧要停播为何总有挤不完的痘痘喔为何这包包跟她们背的花样不同我的多啦ㄟ梦何时会来救我别让我... Recently got addicted to BY2's songs. LMAO. i have...	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