It hurt, it really did. i was wondering.. which home was he referring to? i really wonder... idk how to post. i actually forgot how to post on my normal life... maybe it just doesn't suit me.. i can't think today. i have yet to settle my new blogskin too. howw... Eng NSW tmr. and its fcuking bothering me. it's not the time consuming thing i'm concerned about... but the... "confirm fail" attitude of mine. as of what ms parvathhi has said, it is so freaking obvious that the mid year papers were marked so leniently. that doesn't explain how ppl can get lesser than 20 for their compo... you see... i'm neither good in vocab nor grammer. so what do you think about my compo?! its so obviously primary school standard... Chinese is a better choice kayy. but due to all the delays and all the excuses i've came up, i didn't manage to tell ms parvathi about it... yeah, i'm dead, i know. NSW standard is like. way beyond my expectation... of all the times i've tried, i dun remember getting any merit or distinction. so... now you're telling to try on one of my weakest subject... english. isn't that as good as killing me? All i'll get back is a COP. dun understand? Certificate Of Participation... get it? nvm, forget about it. it can't be undone right? only if i can back out all of a sudden tmr. i think she'll kill me can... nvm... talk about other things... idk, i felt so bad recently. friends are beginning to drift further and further away. and it's so depressing to talk about this kind of stuffs.

睡前的泪水,总是含着想念.

如果我支撑不住了,该怎么办?

如果我在死神的摧残下底头了,我该怎么办?

这一切的一切,能够重来吗?

如果我生命中的后悔已经变成了遗憾,我该怎么办?

要是我永远走不出五年前的阴影,该怎么办?

我找不到对的人谈心事,怎么办?

每件事只能藏在心里,好痛苦...

The Blades are starting to work...

What should i do...