사랑해요 ; Tears are the words my heart uses to explain. When even my fake smile can't cover up my pain.

At times in life, you'll never know where you're heading to.
i miss having the carefree life, i really do.
i miss having not to worry about much things.
i miss the days...
i hate when people attempts to hurt me.
i hate it when i start to wish.
i hate it when i expect something out of it.
it never turns out the way i wanted.
There's no turning back, when you took a step wrong in your life.
why?
i don't understand why.
When i start to trust one, he/she will always prove to me that i'm wrong.
totally wrong.
when i start not to trust one, one will prove to me that he/she is trust-able.
what's wrong with life.
Did i take the wrong step?
can i even turn back?

You know i hate it when someone lies to me.
you know i hate it when someone backs out all of a sudden.
you know i hate it when someone treats me especially good.
But no one knows, how my shadow looks like.
how my past hurts.
i don't blame anyone.
cause never will anyone know, never will i say.
never will i take the risk to recall my past.
Before i get involved in my past ever again.

all i could do, is to numb myself, with the work.
i hate it when things arent going the way i want.
i don't expect 100% going the way i want.
but at least, when things are important, when things are urgent.
you can blame me for anything...
you can blame me for all the mistakes.
but please, dun blame me for having celebrity crushes.
cause,
when i'm feeling down.
when i have no one to trust
when i have no one to turn to
when i can't do anything to solve the problem,
all i could do, is to turn to them.
to recall the encouraging words they said.
to listen to their music, to watch their drama.
it helps when they bring me smiles.
it helps when they make me calm down.
it really helps, cause they showed me, there's two ways of looking at things.
and if i choose the negative way, i'd live a life of regrets.
Life is mine.
if i could choose, why not the positive way?
if i could choose to smile, why should i frown?
but in life, there's too many things blocking me from choosing that option.
friends do not know how much they can influence me.
because it really depends.
i hate it when i'm feeling down.
and everything starts to go against me.
...人生可以有后悔、但不能有遗憾...
at times i'll have this urge to explain everything.
everything that you misunderstood.
but i've said it loads of time. whats the point...
你坚持着你的版本我没力气争执
误会了听错了随你编故事
心碎了无所谓再伤心一次
心碎了就再让你最后一次

好累,好累了...
我多么希望,此生次刻,我不在这里...
我多么希望,这世界从没有过我的存在...
如果我是铁打的人,那该有多好...
...

Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情

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	Darling, i need you to know, Imperfection DO exist. 这是我的故事. 如果你坚持着你的版本,我没力气和你争执. 只有爱与光明能够拯救缺乏爱的小孩. 对我来说,黄昏是漂亮, 但它意味着一段感情的终点. Smile Because you don't have to explain why you're feeling sad.	Profile The Name Is Denise ❤ ♫ Is my life. 我是任性是固执的. 天黑了以后,我学会一个人过. 孤独的时候,我学会一个人到处去走走. 没有你,我依然能过得好好的. 当我孤独,伤心的时候,第一个想到的总会是你. Cravings ღ SMUDGE 'Warrior' & 'David' Tee ღ SMUDGE Wave 2 tees ღ Greedy Genius Shoes ღ RED / Black & Gold Skull Candy ღ Black & Red Checkered Tee ღ More Hoodies ღ Colour/Transparent Contact Lens ღ Treble Clef Necklace	date : Sunday, May 31, 2009 time : 6:36 PM Posted By : SMUDGEgirl At times in life, you'll never know where you're heading to. i miss having the carefree life, i really do. i miss having not to worry about much things. i miss the days... i hate when people attempts to hurt me. i hate it when i start to wish. i hate it when i expect something out of it. it never turns out the way i wanted. There's no turning back, when you took a step wrong in your life. why? i don't understand why. When i start to trust one, he/she will always prove to me that i'm wrong. totally wrong. when i start not to trust one, one will prove to me that he/she is trust-able. what's wrong with life. Did i take the wrong step? can i even turn back? You know i hate it when someone lies to me. you know i hate it when someone backs out all of a sudden. you know i hate it when someone treats me especially good. But no one knows, how my shadow looks like. how my past hurts. i don't blame anyone. cause never will anyone know, never will i say. never will i take the risk to recall my past. Before i get involved in my past ever again. all i could do, is to numb myself, with the work. i hate it when things arent going the way i want. i don't expect 100% going the way i want. but at least, when things are important, when things are urgent. you can blame me for anything... you can blame me for all the mistakes. but please, dun blame me for having celebrity crushes. cause, when i'm feeling down. when i have no one to trust when i have no one to turn to when i can't do anything to solve the problem, all i could do, is to turn to them. to recall the encouraging words they said. to listen to their music, to watch their drama. it helps when they bring me smiles. it helps when they make me calm down. it really helps, cause they showed me, there's two ways of looking at things. and if i choose the negative way, i'd live a life of regrets. Life is mine. if i could choose, why not the positive way? if i could choose to smile, why should i frown? but in life, there's too many things blocking me from choosing that option. friends do not know how much they can influence me. because it really depends. i hate it when i'm feeling down. and everything starts to go against me. ...人生可以有后悔、但不能有遗憾... at times i'll have this urge to explain everything. everything that you misunderstood. but i've said it loads of time. whats the point... 你坚持着你的版本我没力气争执误会了听错了随你编故事心碎了无所谓再伤心一次心碎了就再让你最后一次好累,好累了... 我多么希望,此生次刻,我不在这里... 我多么希望,这世界从没有过我的存在... 如果我是铁打的人,那该有多好... ... Labels: BLOG 文章, FEELING 心情 >> Still Moving UnDer GunfirE <<	Archives By month: April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 Recently By post : My Lucky Star cast on WQYL on Mar 10, 2007 part 1/7 Jimmy Lin - his new restaurant in the news, Dec 2,... Jimmy Lin and his Ferrari F430 part 1 of 2 My Lucky Star 放羊的星星 [20 Kiss] Jimmy Lin Yoo Hana 我的人生不允许任何的遗憾,只能接受后悔的事实.有时,一个人强言欢笑久了,是会得内伤的...我宁愿独自... 难堪的伤心的我们的故事你坚持着你的版本我没力气争执误会了听错了随你编故事心碎了无所谓再伤心一次心碎了... 林志穎-駕照看一下Lyrics:everybody needs a breaknot every b... Jimmy Lin and JJ Lin talked about cars part 1 of 5 林心如和林志颖（break-up lover) JJ林俊杰的创作-林志颖-编故事	Links Basyar ChunWen HongSing HuiJuan Jason MsAng Naufal XiYu XiaoHui 1e1'07;2e1'08 Angela FengTing GekHooi LingLing Mandy MingSiew Priscilla Vernis XueYi YunQing ZhiXiang SixDiamond'06 Angelina Angela AnAn Celeste Cheryl ChunHao Iva Jasmine JiaQi JinMei Shermaine ShiChun SiHui Venus WeiLi YinFong YuXin ZhiYi 林傯.林老板 JFJ Productions JFJ @ Facebook JJ Federation @ Facebook JJFC (SG) Forum JJFC (SG) Official Website Official JJ Lin Blog Wayne's Blog @ Hypebeast SMUDGEstore Ukyoboy Blogspot Wayne @ Facebook Wayne @ Twitter Wayne @ Pixnet Wayne @ Sohu Wayne @ Qzone Wayne @ Wretch 林俊傑全球个人官方网站林俊傑新加坡个人官方网站	contact me email/msn : smudgegirl_89757@hotmail.com Facebook : smudgegirl_facebook@hotmail.com Twitter : SMUDGEbaby YouTUBE : SMUDGEgal Chat Roll : SMUDGEgirl JJFC FORUM : jfc297 Before you start searching for a tagboard... Yes, there isn't any tagboard in this blog. 'Cause i don't appreciate stuffs like tags. I prefer face-to-face or sms or msn. Bribe Me with a SMUDGE tee and you'll get my number. I Don't appreciate insults too. This is my Life, i own it, i live it. Memories are those to be kept deep in the heart, it need not always be shared. 没有人有资格批评我的人生.