사랑해요 ; Tears are the words my heart uses to explain. When even my fake smile can't cover up my pain.

你孤独,我能够陪在你身边. 伤心,我在你身旁但是... 超过了友情,还不到爱情. 跟你说话,你那温柔的眼睛. 但前方就像暴风雨. 该前进还是该放弃
你想要的,我无法完全给你. 我能给的,却又不是你要的.
该还是不该谁能告诉我?
你明白的,我也明白.
你想要的,我也想要.

怎样解决?
怎样继续活下去?

不忍心,
真的不忍心.

如果用另一个角度来看,
老天是想帮我决定.
老天是想考考我们.

但用另一个角度来看,
老天是想为难我们.

Today.

something broke my record. i hadn't been drawing circles since the start of 2009.

and today, i started drawing like crap. recess, didn't felt like going down. so poor chicken, who initially wanted to eat, accompanied me, stay in class all the way. draw draw draw. my foolscap look so dirty alr. then, cause was listening song and lying on the table. then ZQ suddenly went "BOOOO!" wtf, i really xia dao T___T really too engrossed in my own world, didn't even hear his foot step lah. @!#$*%&. anw, chem remedial was like crap [other than the talking and joking part]. they confuse me even more. but chicken say she tutor me :} anw, chem remedial helped me to confirm something lurhs. thats one good thing tho. ... rewind first... before that... got break~ then went over to find venus... then i sit on duck's table then ji sit on floor. then we keep throwing the chess XD. then suddenly... HAHAHAH, okay i so bad. ZQ walk in... then he walking our direction mah. then i not facing his side what. so he walk walk walk, i also dont know. then venus suddenly shouted "YAO MO!" HAHHAH. at first, i was like totally question mark... then turn around, saw ZQ. then i laugh like crap. AHAHHAHA. lol. lah. at first... he like walk like normal then smile smile like that. then suddenly. he heard venus call him YAO MO. then he stop... then... he standing beside, then look at venus. that look is like... dunno want laugh or sad lah. LOL. can. then he give me the look "WHY? haiz, nvm lah" LOL can. then i just keep... ahhh, same expression i think... LOL can. hen chem remedial. he ask me why venus call him YAO MO. then i was like... "IDK?" he sounded so sad lurh. lol. then he pause awhile... and he was like "AHHHH!" lol. he sound like as if he gonna say venus like him or something... so i went "放心,Venus dun like you " then he was like "NOOO!" i was like, lol. then he like pause awhile again. and give me that "WTH" look. lol. damn slow lah he. then he damn thick skinned say cause venus scared he steal me away from her. T___T iwas like O___o" what?!

angel and xin man's rabbit are cute lurh! ahhhh, freaking reminds me of physics. fruck that can.

Rabbits Mate In Very Unusual eXpensive Gardens. T___T freak... spoil my name D : so damn fan these few days. wasn't able to settle what i was supposed to settle, kill me please, anyone?

Freaking addicted to 最近.

最近发现, 我不在像以前那么在意友情.
不在那么想2E1
不在那么想她.
谁能告诉我,为什么?
让我烦恼的,不在是他们了.
我变了
该成长了.
不要当笨的自己了.

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